Late Night Mini Update

Hello!

I just felt like providing a mini update because I just needed somewhere to kind of vent.

I honestly feel really stressed for this summer term, and I'm pretty sure I am at my limit. I have to learn to time manage more properly when I'm at home. I don't have those issues at school...that's why I always go to school on the weekdays every chance I get. I try really hard to stick with my Tuesday and Thursday schedule of being at school from 10AM to 10PM for the other days of the week. It works well on Monday and Wednesday, but I start to burn out by the middle of Thursday. Friday is always the day where I can barely get out of bed before 12pm because I'm just too exhausted.

I just feel so overwhelmed with school and volunteering, and my inability to balance my academic life with my social/leisure life. I haven't been able to workout for the past month either because I would use the leisure time I get to play Black Desert Online (at home), since I find it somewhat relaxing for my mind. I don't go during school anymore because I use all the time to be at the library to do my work.

There's only 4 more classes left (2 weeks left) of this summer term, so I really have to push through for the next three weeks before the first summer term is over. I hope I end it in a positive way. It's only Monday and I already feel really tired but thankfully not exhausted.

I didn't think a full time course load in the summer would be too bad but omg was I wrong. It's faster and more exhausting compared to the normal session.

I got so many pimples on my forehead and even places where I usually don't get breakouts. I've been losing more hair than normal that's for sure. I did have a lot of crying sessions last week because I was upset at myself and of my performance, as well as my trait of getting distracted easily. I was honestly close to dropping one class. Unfortunately, I chose to stick with it...and the date to drop it and get a 50% refund was yesterday anyways. Today is the last day to drop without an academic penalty.

This week is one of the busiest weeks ever. This is when all the big assignments are due, and thankfully I finished one of them (it's due this morning). I have yet to be finished with my second one.

You know what sucks too? I got my period today too. Meaning, I have to work hard today especially because on my heavy day, I have a hard time focusing because of it. It's my weakest state.

Anyways, I have to sleep because it is 2:20AM right now, and I have to wake up a bit earlier aka around 7:30 because I have an appointment at the clinic. I hope my appointment goes well! +O+

Hope you have a wonderful night and take care!

Until then!

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