Thoughts at 2AM

Doesn't the title seem a bit serious? This post isn't going to be serious that much. I don't usually get the emo thoughts and feelings that normally come with "late night thoughts".

Well, I couldn't come up with a title for this post that I am going to write because I just wanted to write. o_O At this time, there's no one to talk to anyways, since everyone I know is a normal human who lives by the daytime clock. If school was ongoing, then maybe I'd have a few people to talk to.

The whole day today, I was basically doing boring stuff: working on my agenda journal for the 2018 year.

You know why I was working on it? Mainly because my sister basically took my own laptop and used it the entire day, since the parents were pretty upset with her electronic use for the past week (they think she is addicted). I didn't really have any interest in playing GTA V or Sims 4 anyways. (YES I ACTUALLY BOUGHT GTA V RECENTLY BECAUSE OF THE STEAM 50% OF SALE)

Also, I have lots of free time now compared to the school year, and you never know what may come up. I may not have the time to work on my agenda journal in a few months.

If you are wondering what my agenda journal looks like, WELL it's not pretty at all. Not even aesthetic in the slightest LOL. I bought this as a cheap alternative for normal agendas, since most pre-made agendas tend to be a 17 month agenda, which is something that I am not interested in. I am NOT going to buy an agenda and just ditch about 1/3 of it...all that money down the drain qq. Agendas are NOT cheap.

Basically, I bought a Peter Pauper Press Essential Large Blank Black notebook. If you are interested in buying it, I bought it at Indigo through their online site. This notebook is apparently never sold in stores anyways. Link is here: https://www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/paper/peter-pauper-press-essential-large/9781441311320-item.html

The notebook only goes for 12.99, so I figured WHY NOT. Well...maybe later on I may regret it a bit, since it does take a bit of time to actually set up the agenda to fit my needs. I love design and colors etc, but when it comes to me actually designing it, I rather just stick with the basics. I bought it to write down all the stuff I need to remember/do, and side thoughts...nothing else really. Maybe in the future I'll get more fancier and actually buy stuff to decorate my agenda.

Also, because I was looking at the calendar for most of the day, I realized how close school is...in my mind, I thought school would be around 2 weeks. No...school is basically in a week. My mind can't fully wrap that around lol. I hope 2nd year is a bit nicer than 1st year, since I am kind of used to the workload now. Not looking forward to it though.

Tomorrow, I'll be going on the look out for a new fall jacket. I have been wearing the same old red jacket since grade 9, and it looks so worn down. Hopefully I'll find the perfect one. I need it pretty quick since Toronto is actually pretty chilly, despite it being summer still.

When it comes to jacket styles, I normally just wear whatever my mom agrees on. She has a better fashion sense than me most of the time. I'm one of the worst people to ask for fashion advice LOL. I can't do fashion for my life. I'm those people who just stick with wearing leggings and a large tee in public. They're comfortable so why not. University downgraded my overall sense of style lol...my fashion sense was not bad back when I was younger, that's for sure.

I have a general style that I want...basically something like a utility jacket, or a trench coat, or a parka...that type of style. I want a style that kind of screams me but at the same time, not be like what everyone else wears. Q_Q That is kind of difficult to do since I am looking for jackets/coats through mall stores etc. But I also want to stick with my usual style that I always wore. That style was very similar to a female wool jacket, but it was not made out of wool. You see my lack of fashion terminology??

Anyways......despite being free at the moment, I am kind of low key stressed about one thing that recently happened in my life. Well...I guess it wasn't recent. If you're curious, it's not exactly a good event. :( Though I hope to pass through it with little struggle as possible.

OH YEAH, I have to get new glasses soon. Next time, since I will be getting two glasses again, I will choose a style similar to the ones I currently wear, and one that is full on plastic (with non adjustable nose things)...the style is similar to a ray bans?? IDK how to spell the company's name.

Also, in a few months, I have to remember to get a blood test to actually find out what my blood type actually is. Did you know that you have to have a separate tube extracted out of you JUST for the purpose of finding what type it is?? Why can't they just split a blood tube...Q_Q. I hate blood tests because I CAN FEEL THAT NEEDLE BEING INSERTED AND TAKEN OUT AND I HATE NEEDLES WITH ALL MY LIFE. It gives me the shivers and I rather avoid them my whole life.

I am really curious as to what blood type I am, since all I know is that my dad is a B while my mom is an A. It would be nice if I was an AB...but I have a feeling that I may just be an A. =-= Why do I want to be an AB? Well...it's because it's not a common blood type to have. The most common blood type in Canada is actually the O type, the last time I checked. Sister is curious about hers too, but she is still a bit too young to get a blood test. Though I am 99% sure that we have different blood types.

It seems as if I am just typing up the general details of what will come up in my life in the next few months. q_q I am just afraid that I may not have the time to write a post in like 10 days or so, especially when school is coming up. Also, this is just how my mind jumps when I am thinking about something. o_O Connects one thing to another, or completely jumps to a new topic.

Anyways, have a good night! It is basically 3AM right now...if you actually managed to read up now, you are fabulous. ♥

Until then!

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OMGGG my internet cut out for no reason for a few minutes, and it was legit right before I was about to post this post...I was internally panicking because ALL THAT TIME AND EFFORT PUT INTO THIS POST.... but luckily, wix is awesome and they have an auto save function. ♥

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