The Beginning

Hey! I'm going to go by my alias Mori Bellorie, despite mentioning my real name in the intro. I have decided to make a blog to kind of recap my life as an undergrad for now. Nothing much happens in my life, but I guess this can be a good outlet to express my thoughts, feelings and emotions of the day.

Currently, I'm taking this one summer class, aka calculus for first years part 2, and I am kind of stressed but at the same time kind of not, if you get what I mean. Obviously there are other factors that contribute to my overall stress meter, since course enrollment starts in less than two days, financial stuff related to school, etc etc.

Lately, I don't go on my social media often since it's just not on my mind as often like it used to be...or maybe I got a bit bored with the inactivity on my feed (twitter, facebook). Twitter was my go-to app, and it still is. I use it to catch up on local news, and possible world wide news that show up on my feed. Facebook on the other hand, I use it to browse at random videos during my breaks, or just to pass time by.

At the moment, I don't spend a lot of time on games as I used to due to the lack of leisure time I have nowadays...though the PC game that I do occasionally play lately is Tree of Savior (just as a casual player). On my phone, I actually got hooked to this old game called "Piano Tiles 2" thanks to my sister. That game actually made me a faster typer on the phone.

There are times where I do miss my youth, but I have slowly started to embrace my age. With every birthday comes a whole year filled with a whole new set of challenges that the world throws at you. I still cannot believe that I am 20, as I hesitate and actually have to think about what my age is whenever someone does ask. I have a few fears of how my future will be like, since it is unknown.

Am I happy at where I am today? Somewhat satisfactory. I have the love of my life, my close friends, awesome parents and sister. Only thing I am not satisfied with sometimes is myself. I lack in so much skills, and I don't even try to improve on them. I lack the motivation to do most stuff lately. It feels like I'm just living life at the minimum.

I haven't wrote in a while...especially conclusions. My journal entries sometimes end abruptly anyways. Thanks to all that read through my first blog?? post! Stay tuned.

#greetings #thoughts #updates